Hi @Anne’s Family History , I have done this now. Sorry for any confusion. If you have any problems I can post it as a note or in a chat to you. Thanks for persevering!
It’s a fateful and terrible reflection of investment and calculations of successful undertakings to review the past year and setting intentions. Late last year & in early January I sent several emails to agencies declaring my intentions to lodge documents setting formal processes in motion. I was setting my intentions in writing and while I am still working on these projects they have evolved alongside any lingering determination. I’ve hand written notes and typed documents until I could no longer move my fingers and my arm. My brain has atrophied with information & my heart has petrified with the loss of any lingering belief in the universe. Pulsating beatings of realisations are more than manifestations of terrifying truths. I have days when I can’t see anything because of occipital nerve damage and the stress of blindingly obvious truths about wilful blindness are leaving me too blinkered to contemplate trust. The veil of ignorance often shields more than the presence of perception. This year the flesh under my eyes has pruned into pillows for my sunken sights. The flesh under my arms has crinkled further into the evolving of tuck shop tattle tales making no secret of expanded years and waistlines. I need more than a make over to shape shift into the next year & I’m drowning in dated expectations.
Hi Melba, your comment sounds very intense. I hope you are ok? The stock-take is not an attempt at a makeover. It’s as it says, taking stock. Sometimes I keep it very short and I love looking back to what I wrote a year ago, thinking about my headspace, wondering why I ever persisted with one idea or another. Obviously if doing this sort of thing becomes a burden, then leave it. As a person who loves to write questions, this is a pleasurable way to spend a few hours, but it’s not for everyone. Take care.
The Google Drive links require access, I think permissions need to be changed to allow anyone with the link to be able to view.
Hi @Anne’s Family History , I have done this now. Sorry for any confusion. If you have any problems I can post it as a note or in a chat to you. Thanks for persevering!
Working now - thanks
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It’s a fateful and terrible reflection of investment and calculations of successful undertakings to review the past year and setting intentions. Late last year & in early January I sent several emails to agencies declaring my intentions to lodge documents setting formal processes in motion. I was setting my intentions in writing and while I am still working on these projects they have evolved alongside any lingering determination. I’ve hand written notes and typed documents until I could no longer move my fingers and my arm. My brain has atrophied with information & my heart has petrified with the loss of any lingering belief in the universe. Pulsating beatings of realisations are more than manifestations of terrifying truths. I have days when I can’t see anything because of occipital nerve damage and the stress of blindingly obvious truths about wilful blindness are leaving me too blinkered to contemplate trust. The veil of ignorance often shields more than the presence of perception. This year the flesh under my eyes has pruned into pillows for my sunken sights. The flesh under my arms has crinkled further into the evolving of tuck shop tattle tales making no secret of expanded years and waistlines. I need more than a make over to shape shift into the next year & I’m drowning in dated expectations.
Hi Melba, your comment sounds very intense. I hope you are ok? The stock-take is not an attempt at a makeover. It’s as it says, taking stock. Sometimes I keep it very short and I love looking back to what I wrote a year ago, thinking about my headspace, wondering why I ever persisted with one idea or another. Obviously if doing this sort of thing becomes a burden, then leave it. As a person who loves to write questions, this is a pleasurable way to spend a few hours, but it’s not for everyone. Take care.